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had been completed. Now it was mostly a job of maintaining the
equipment and building more of the same. Dot's reaction to the
change of plans was a request for a larger house. Although we
had been entitled to a ? sq. ft. "C" cottage, we had continued
to live in the 770 sq. ft. "A" cottage.
I take another leap ahead to August 6, 1945. I received a call
from the office of Martin Whitaker. the Director of Clinton
Laboratories, summoning me to a staff meeting in the conference
room. At the meeting Dr. Whitaker read a portion of a statement
that had just been released by President Truman. An atomic bomb
had been dropped on Hiroshima. The bomb had the destructive
force of 20,000 tons of TNT. The Manhattan Project had
succeeded. Before leaving the meeting we were handed a typed
statement telling us exactly what to tell our people. It
included excerpts from the President's release and then a
statement saying that Clinton Laboratories had been a part of
the project and had made important contributions to it. It
congratulated each employee for his or her personal contribution
and warned that security was still important. We were to say no
more about the project than was included in official releases.
In a state of euphoria, I hurried back to the Instrument Shop
and asked my secretary to summon all members of the group to a
meeting in the machine shop, the only room large enough to
accommodate the entire crew. While people were assembling. 1
called Dot and told her to turn on the radio and tell the
neighbors to do the same.
When the group was assembled. I climbed up on a bench at the
side of the shop and read Dr. Whitaker's statement. Those who
had been cleared responded with a cheer. The others may not have
understood the full significance of the announcement, but they
obviously were pleased to have been a part of so important a war
effort. I knew as 1 jumped down from the bench that I was
experiencing a moment in history and, for what reason I don't
know, a couple of tears rolled down my cheeks.
From the start of the project, I had experienced a mixture of
feelings about and reactions to our work: the challenge of this
amazing new science and technology, the share in making history,
the fear of failure, the hope for success. I went home that
night with a feeling of great pride in what had been
accomplished. Mine had been one of the lesser roles, but I was
proud of what I had done for the war effort. 1 was confident the
bomb would bring an early end to the war and for that I was
thankful.
The next day there came the sobering realization of the terrible
destructive force of the new weapon. War, already horrible, had
been made more so. Some of the scientists said they had been
told that the bomb would be used only as a threat to Japan and
would never be dropped. Some were openly critical of the
President's decision to drop the bomb. The Du Pont people, those
with whom I worked most closely, had never heard of any such
strategy. We had been told that the military needed this
ultimate weapon to bring the war to a quick end. Our concern
throughout had been that the enemy might get it first. Although
the euphoria of the previous day was moderated by the full
realization of the effects of the bomb, we felt that we had done
our work well and that President Truman had made a good decision
to use it to end the war.
My last contact with the Manhattan Project was a bill I received for rent
on our house. The movers had come one day later than planned and
I owed $1.67 rent. I sent the check.
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