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At that time, I
was 23 years old, overweight, definitely under-exercised, and
from the northern region of the country,
which was significantly
cooler than
Texas in June. To me, the
Texas heat was unbearable. I have mentioned previously that my
brain and my limbs do not coordinate easily. The previous
experience referred to typing, but I have never been an
effective
dancer or game player involving certain rhythmic reactions of
feet
or hands.
As an indication of the heat and the salt effect, it was noted
that
each evening, when we took off our fatigue shirts, the backs
were
white with salt, and they were stiff enough to stand-alone.
We would
periodically get short passes to leave camp. My
standard practice was to find
the closest watermelon stand, where I
would purchase a quarter
watermelon and eat it on the spot. Once
or twice, we went into
Mineral Wells, where we generally had only
a "walk-around".
It essentially never rained at Camp Wolters during the summer
of 1944. Each morning at dawn, I would look for clouds on the
horizon. If I saw one, I would pray that the cloud would become
bigger to
give us some shade. It never did. However, one day
toward the end of summer, it
did rain. It came down in buckets, and we were wading waste-deep
in water that had once been a dry field.
Food at the camp was excellent. When we were able to return
each day to the barracks area, we ate at camp. There was a large
dining hall with long tables and benches similar to the summer
camps that young people now attend. Service was family style
with
bowls on the table. While the GIs were reasonably polite, we had
to
watch the "chow-hounds".
Field rations were similarly good. However, the action of eating
in the field has had a psychological effect on my subsequent
life.
People generally appear to enjoy picnics, but that is not now
something I appreciate. My
short stint in infantry basic, where every
day was a "picnic", gave me
enough of that activity. When we do
go on picnics, I usually
stand and eat. When asked why I don't sit down, I usually
respond that it’s easier to run from a standing
position.
In the course of time, the training program began to take its
effect. Within a few weeks, I was able to undergo close-order
drill
at 4 or 5:00 p.m. without serious difficulty. I proved myself
capable
on the firing range, achieving a marksmanship rating, and
winning
a carton of cigarettes. After a month or six weeks, I was able
to
take long hikes, not only carrying my own rifle but also picking
up
the rifles of stragglers, who were unable to make it. However,
the
most surprising thing to me was my change in attitude toward war
and killing. Without any ability to demonstrate or prove it, I
was convinced that I had achieved a state of toughness where I
could
shoot people without hesitation.
There was a top Sgt., who was approximately 60 years old. He
was probably the equivalent of the Drill Sgt.'s that we hear
about in the modern military. For some reason or other, I
developed a strong
dislike for this
man. I pictured that if he ever got into a wrong
position on the firing range,
he was a dead man.
One thing I never lost sight of was my desire to get out of this
operation. The Company Commander had several times given us
addresses during which he indicated there was no way we could
change the
course of events with respect to our service in the
infantry. We were destined to
complete our training of 17 weeks
and then head for battle.
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