MY NUCLEAR CHILDHOOD
I GREW UP AMID BARBED WIRE, SPIES, PRIVATION AND THE
BIGGEST SECRET THE NATION EVER KEPT. TO US, IT WAS PARADISE. THE SECRET
SHARERS WE HAD UPROOTED OURSELVES FROM ALL OVER AMERICA TO LIVE SEALED IN
PRIVACY, UNDER MILITARY DICTATORSHIP, DRIVEN BY WARTIME URGENCY - FOR A
PROJECT ONLY A FRACTION OF US UNDERSTOOD.
Aug 09, 1992
By JAY SEARCY
AT NIGHT I COULD SEE the yellow glare from the
secret plants where my parents worked, tucked mysteriously behind a ridge
far off in the distance. The plants, surrounded by layers of great fences,
were built well away from the town, and from one another, guarded and
patrolled and hidden from the world in what was once remote Tennessee farm
land. They were huge, windowless, silent block buildings that never shut
down. Everything about them was top secret.
From our little prefabricated flattop house,
which sat high on the crest of a ridge, I could stand on my bed and see
much of the town through my window. It was a new town, a town of codes and
rumors and secrets and aliases and lies, all in the name of security. And
it was growing so fast that, sometimes when I looked out my window in the
morning, a house would be standing where there was only an excavated lot
the night before. At the height of construction a house went up every 30
minutes.
At one time there were more than 75,000 of us
living there, and an additional work force of 40,000 was commuting from
surrounding communities - soldiers and civilians, men and women - all
under military rule, all protected by barbed wire and roadblocks and armed
guards and patrol boats and mounted sentries. And everybody lived under
the watchful eye of the FBI and military intelligence. Nobody, nobody, was
allowed to talk about what he was doing. There was a war on. The enemy was
listening.
Even we children were taught not to talk about
things we saw, no matter how strange. And so, when I almost stepped on my
elementary school teacher and a soldier making love in the picnic grounds
behind a little white chapel, I never uttered a word. The Germans never
found out.
One in four adults was a government informant,
many of them enlisted from the workplace with orders to file weekly
reports of any loose talk or security breaks. Even our future mayor was a
spy. We didn't know it then, but intelligence agents hung around
cafeterias and restrooms and dormitories watching and listening. They
posed as bus drivers and waiters, scientists and librarians. A loose
tongue could get you a trip out of town. No one ever seemed to know where.
Cameras, telescopes, binoculars and firearms had
to be registered with the military. No liquor was allowed, although some
got through security checkpoints hidden inside dirty diapers or between a
mother's legs. Phones were tapped. Mail was inspected. Some top scientists
used aliases, and names of other key project personnel weren't allowed to
appear in newspapers (only first names were used in reporting the high
school's first football games). Death certificates of employees
accidentally killed on the
project were classified and weren't delivered to
next of kin until after the war. Some plant workers, including my parents,
were called in for periodic lie-detector tests.
Are you discussing your work with your spouse?
Have you heard others discuss their work?
Every worker's background was checked by the FBI
before he was hired. Then he was told only what he needed to know to do
his job. In a building where operators worked with secret "stuff" 24 hours
a day, secret men would come and collect the secret material and cover it
with black hoods so that workers couldn't see what they were making.
Everybody there knew we were on an important war
mission, but nobody seemed to know what or that our project had been given
top priority from the White House, above planes and tanks and ships and
invasions. Were we testing weapons? Making some new super machine?
Developing a miracle drug? We didn't dare ask.
NO ONE HAS EVER told the whole story of this
town, and perhaps no one ever will. It is difficult to separate fact from
fiction about a magic kingdom. Many of its secrets are in graves now with
the men and women who helped create it, and other mysteries lie still
buried in concrete vaults beneath the rolling landscape - here and there
and God knows where. Those burial grounds, alas, are among the most
controversial in the world, an issue that has cast a shadowy blight on the
city's once heroic wartime legend.
In the beginning, this place was called Site X,
the mystery city of the '40s, a unique melting pot of a frontier town with
one of the greatest collections of brain power in the history of the
world. It was Oak Ridge, Tenn., my home town. And it was so secret, almost
nobody outside the immediate area even knew where we were or why we were
there. Vice President Harry Truman didn't know. Tennessee's governor,
Prentiss Cooper, didn't know he had a new town in his state until it was
already sealed off and under construction. And even then he didn't know
why.
Those living in surrounding communities who knew
of it were told it was the Kingston Demolition Range. It was also known as
the Clinton Engineer Works, the Manhattan Project or the Manhattan
Engineering District. Outsiders were mystified to see trains haul in
100-boxcar loads of material almost every day, and never see anything go
out. Part of what they saw go in looked like raw ore. Nothing went out for
almost three years - and then it was shipped by the ounce in a specially
made briefcase handcuffed to a secret courier.
Oak Ridge was never intended to last beyond its
single wartime mission. We were just a government town, created from
scratch out of the backwoods and farms of East Tennessee, farms once
belonging to a few hundred families. We didn't know until much later that
they had been banished from their land. And we just assumed that, after
the war, the town would fold like a circus, and everybody would go home
and the farmers would return to their fields. Half the town did leave in
the six months right after the
war. But the town never folded: In fact, next
month, Oak Ridge will be 50 years old. It is a town that has become
economically strapped, maligned by environmentalists, shaken by recent
cuts in defense spending and by hundreds, perhaps thousands of layoffs.
But despite these ailments, it's gotten itself all gussied up, getting
ready for the grandest celebration in its history, a 15-month birthday
party that won't end until New Year's Eve 1993.
Despite its reputation, there is a lot more to
Oak Ridge than meets the Geiger counter.
ONE GREAT FEAR KEPT the principals at Oak Ridge
working and pushing others to work at a feverish pace: Nazi Germany.
Some of the physicists who were brought to Site X, who were working to
create the secret "stuff" the city had been built for, had lived in
Germany, had run from Hitler and knew that, at the outset of the war,
Germany led the world in the field of physics and could be well ahead of
America. If Germany got there first, we likely would live out our lives
under the reign of the Nazis.
Eugene P. Wigner, a Hungarian physicist and
future Nobelist who was fired from his university teaching job in Berlin
because his mother was Jewish, remembered his fear as the secret U.S.
project was getting under way: "I don't know the exact date in Chicago,"
he had said, "but we received a paper written by a friend, a German friend
working on the German atomic effort, and he was sent to Switzerland to do
something. He was against Hitler, and he told us, 'Hurry up. We are on the
track.' "
It was September 1942, and our fighting boys were
being pummeled in the Pacific. Col. Leslie Groves, named by President
Roosevelt to lead the secret Manhattan Project , ordered agents from his
Army Corps of Engineers to secure 56,000 acres of the remote Tennessee
hill country. People whose families had lived on the land for generations
were given little explanation for the government's sudden intrusion. One
day they were farmers. The next day they were nomads, looking for a place
to live. In a matter of weeks, more than 1,000 families in three little
communities were driven out.
Crops were still in the fields, and hay was fresh
in the barns when agents began swarming the countryside like ants. They
pounded on doors and, citing the War Powers Act, informed owners that the
government was taking their land and their buildings. They had 30 days to
evacuate. The price - an average of $56 an acre - was not negotiable. If
no one was home, eviction notices were hammered to doors. Some families
were given only two weeks to leave, and in some cases, while the helpless
farmers were still in their houses packing, demolition crews ripped off
their roofs.
The land was selected for several reasons: the
Tennessee Valley Authority's nearby power source, the ample water supply
from the Clinch River, the location's relative seclusion (Knoxville,
population 111,000, was the biggest town in more than 100 miles) - and, of
course, the cheap labor and land.
In the search for manpower and brains, government
recruiters worked almost nonstop, combing virtually every state and
several countries. Single men and women, big families, young couples.
Workers were hired from shipyards and laboratories and steel mills -
electricians, welders, teachers, carpenters. Some of the craftsmen were so
skilled they were like artists. Most plant workers had high school
diplomas, and thousands had college degrees. The government paid to have
them moved and promised to move them back home when the project was over.
The recruiters raided university faculties for Ph.D.s and graduate
students - from Columbia, Cal Berkeley, MIT, Stanford, Harvard, Yale,
Princeton, the University of Chicago. They called on industry - Union
Carbide, Alcoa, DuPont, Tennessee Eastman, Monsanto, Westinghouse. At one
time, there was a greater concentration of Ph.D.s at the plants than
anywhere else on earth. And hardly anyone was over 40.
For the displaced farmers, the invasion brought a
culture clash of gigantic proportions. Many people in those parts in the
'40s rarely received more than a seventh-grade education, and many lived
in houses with no electricity or indoor plumbing. Into this setting
swarmed thousands of sophisticated intellectuals who had never been South,
who thought they had moved to Dogpatch - and said so.
When some of the native people went to work for
the project, their children went to the town's modern, federally funded
schools, which had drawn a superintendent from Columbia University and
teachers from 40 states. Every high school teacher had a master's degree.
("If you have students who are sons or daughters of Nobel Prize winners,"
they were instructed at their first orientation, "keep it to yourselves.")
Sitting in front of me in sixth grade was the
refined daughter of a Ph.D.; sitting behind me was a native farm boy in
overalls, whose teeth were greenish yellow because they had never been
brushed.